Saturday, April 7, 2012

SOME QUOTES FRM MINE HEART AS IT ALSO BEATS WITH FULL OF EMOTIONS WHICH TH FACE DOESN’T SHOW AT MOST OF TH TIMES

•i know i m far mch better than others..but still i treat them above me..becoz they hav one quality which is not in me............and tat i cant achieve in my whole life…

•tamannayen bahut hai is dil ki par kisse, kitni aur kab batayen yeh aksar samajh nahi paaate hum...kyunki darte hain ki kahin unhe sun kar logon ko samajh nahi aaaya to khud ka majaaak bana baithenge hum......


•kahkar alvida humne har us shaks ko khud se door kiya jisne kaha ki mujhe jaana hai..kyunki uske beman rukne ki gujarish karke bhi hum khud se hi to dhoka karte..

•in mine earlier times i used to impress the faces whome i cared th most by mine deeds even then wen they wanted to leave..but now i dont waste mine time on this crap activity anymore becoz i realised frm mine past tat too mch care is vrrry hard to digest for others as they in reallity in most of th situations are not th deserving ones and in this process an individual looses his or her own respect 4 own self as he/ she is hrt severly by his/her own deeds nd th others simply jst dont care..so y to looose urself in service of others is one of th most important qstn to to be answered about???...nd th answer is simple jst care th person as soon as he/she is in ur lyf..after his/her departure jst move on.....

•when some1 plays with mine emotions i generally say to myself.."well played buddy...u rock..but frm nxt time be careful as i will give it back to u nd then u will not be able to handle it in th way as i did this time..."


•log apni chahat ki dastaaan suna to jaaate hain aksar auron ko...par woh shayad yeh nahi jante ki chaahat ko bata paana chahat ki touheeen hai....... kyunki yeh aisa samundar hai jiska kahin ant nahi...samay nahi hota ismen peeeche mudkar kuch sonch kar doosron ko bataaane ka......yeh wahi kar sakta hai jisne chahat nahi numaish ki hai apne aaap ki......

•"lyf is hell or heaven" it is decided by th deeds which a person performs throughout his/her lyf....


•lyf gave me ample opportunities to understand each nd evry relation of it nd variety of situations nd difficlties tat generally arrrive wen we think of carrying a relation throughout..some relations met their designation nd some failed but wat i learned is th art of adjustment nd art of recognising a particular person's mindset at jst th first appearance..nd now these traits helps me so much tat i am not cheated by any1 as i dont give any1 th extra importance which i used to give earlier...to evry 1....



•kya chaha aur kya paaya hum kabhi jaan na sake....bahut koshish ki par shayad hum apna naseeeb pehchaan na sake..



•meri aaankhen aksar sawaaal karti hain humse ki aisa auron men kya hai jo tummen nahi...kyun khud ko ek hi kami ki vajah se koste ho humesha..kya jaroorat padi hai kisi ke baare men itna sonchne ki ..main bas yehi kahta hooon ki shaaayad kisi ka bura kar gaya main anjaaane men..jiski saza mujhe meri kismat de gayi...ab woh galti dubaaara kahin na kar jaaaooon isliye roj khud ko maaarkar ji leta hooon...



•kab tak khush karte rahenge hum aoron ko apni khusiyon ko maar maarkar..kahin to inteha hogi humaaare is silsile ki...kahin kabhi kisi mod par zindagi ke koi to aisa hoga jise galti se hi sahi humaaaari khushiyon ki bhi talaaash hogi....lekin us waqt tak shayad hum apna sab kuch se chuke honge auron ki khusi ke liye haar haaar kar.............

•care is th topmost priority.. wen it comes all is well otherwise life is like hell to live...tats y i provide care to each nd evry 1 who is caring 4 me..becoz wat u give to others ..th others too give th same to u...so be caring..its so so simple to think off...


•the better is th adjustment with some1 much better is th form of realtonship u r in........



•emotions are stored in plenty but they will never come out frm mine side..as they are so much true nd lovely nd they made me a better person frm th time i decided to embed them in mine personality ..they converted an irrriated nd far much aggressive guy into a cool nd composed individual..who know th art of adjustment in each nd evry type of relation which was absent in th past better than most of other humans in th present scenario..nd i dont show them too in front of others..as i now clearly know tat they would never get th respect which they deserve..so y to reveal th secret of lyf in front of others..jst be th way u r nd i will be th in th way i am...its so simple........



•no1 acheives th perfection in this world but th 1 who is closest to it is called mr perfect..

•heart is such a sensible organ in our body tat it provides true emotions to even those who dont even deserve them..becoz a true heart really cant change no matter how many time it gets severly injured by th selfish deeds of others...it is always bssy in treating others in th way it treats evry1..nd for maintaining its strength it stops th thoughts reflecting selfish care frm others to even come near to it after 1 or two emotional setbacks........



•har din ke ugte suraj se yahi sawal rahta hai humara ki aaaj kiski asliyat ko bayaan karoge humare saaamne......???





•if u can love some1 dearly nd truly....its enough 4 ur overall development in a good nd better way.....doesnt matter if u get ur love or not..its another thing to ponder about..but wat u got 4 ur personal development tat matters th most..all ur garbage nd bad habbits nd bad traits are washed away frm ur mind due to speeedy flow of true emotions tat arrrived in ur mind in an attempt to impress some1 vrry vrrry spl at least frm ur side..nd above told bad traits nd garbage are replaced by gud traits nd qualities tat will serve u 4 ur entire lyf..even then wen th person u loved th most leaves u in the half way stage of lyf..see wat has true love done 4 u...it has made u a better person from rest of th others...tats a postive result frm a negative scenario...

•always have a professional attitude toward lyf..becoz wen emotions come in picture u are weakened nd lyf related isssues are far more difficult to handle nd th final result is tat u are gone mentally...



•wat is th point in being patient in evry situation wen they r not going in ur way nd wen evry situation tests only u nd th persons who do this tesing r th biggest bastards..wen they will test themselves to gain something real tat wat they hav in themselves...r they eligible for performing th test 4 others???

•being a lovly person is always a nice feeeling to hav...but wen tat person feels lonely no 1 is there to even to give a short time company to tat person...nd then it really hrts th most nd only one thought comes to th mind nd tat is "to hell with th people surrrounding us.. its better to be like others yy to love nd care others if they dont deserve tat"..but to practically follow th above principle is also imposssible 4 th 1 who is true 2 himself as well 4 others..as this will hrt th person more than any 1 else bcoz it will kill th respect which th person has in store 4 himself......nd no true person wants a bad respect 4 himself in his own eyes...so be th way u r.. u cant change others but u can keeep urself th same as u were earlier....

•th heart with lots of love is always a silent 1..it cant express it on its own ..its up to u to recognise..but in most cases it doesn't hav th luck which is required 4 a loving heart to come in recognition..nd th condition becomes even more worse wen it is replaced by some 1's heart without getting tested even once....



•some harder days are much more harder to forget nd it becomes impossible wen we want to measure thier hardness...thier memories jst kills mentallly...........

•lead life with a smile no matter wat situation u r facing nd which ones are readddy to come in front of you....you hav to win nd u willl....

•people generally say "hey see th amount of love nd care i hav 4 some 1 who will become mine life soon" but i simply say 1 who measured th amount of love nd care 4 some1 is simply a lier..becoz true love nd care 4 some1 is beyond our calculations..it can only be felt approximately nd tat too not with exact accuracy nd by th 1 whome u love nd care about..nd wen it gets felt it is automatically understood u neeed not to give expalanations 4 tat..

•in todays world evry 1 want to lead others but no 1 wants to develop a good leadership quality..th fools dont even think tat if they possess th above told quality people will automatically follow then they well not hav to say it to others....



•imaginative world is better than realistic world as imagination depends on a single mind set which provides th same mindset to evry 1 who is a part of it..but when it comes to realllity th mindset differs of each person....as th result of imagination fails and a real picture of each nd evry individual comes in front of us as th time goes on..so always be ready 4 th reverse of wat u want in ur imagination as u r in most cases th unlucky guy.. becoz the persons who r in ur imagination just dont deserve their part..nd they will not care 4 ur emotions..th thing they will do most of the times is to cheat u from time to time nd at different phases of ur emotional treatment..bcoz its their habbit nd it cant be changed no matter how much efffort u r doing from ur side to remove tat......



•mine heart always curses myself in th way i deal with th people surrounding me nd says to me "these people r needed to be slapped there is no point in wasting ur time with them as they just dont deserve th dealing which u r trying to provide them"...but i ignore it bcoz there is no point in slapping any one as who i am to do so???..its up to them to realize tat wat they r doing is good or bad...nd if they fail to do so its up to them to suffer for their own deeds nd mind u they will suffer at some point of time nd then their will be no cure 4 tat....

•ajeeb uljhan hai hanste hue chehre ki ..koi sahi bhi baaat bolo to woh logon ke liye majaaak ban jaaati hai..uske baare men sonchna to door ki baaat hai.. sunne men bhi logon ko hansi aaa jaaati hai...mann to karta hai muh tod doon usi waqt par yeh bhi sach hai sachaai kahan logon ko bardaast ho paaati hai..unhe to jhuti aur galat baaat hi raaas aaati hai....

•har dil men dard hai...fark sirf itna hai ki koi use aankhon se bataaata hai aur koi muskura ke chupaaata hai...

Monday, August 1, 2011

zindagi ki raah ka andaz-e-bayan hum kuch is tarah batate hain ki.... anjan log bhi humare mureed ban jaate hain....

Zindagi ki raah men bahut se mod aate hain,
kisi mod par bahut sari khushiyan to kahin,
bahut saare gum hume apna saathi banaate hain,
par inko sonchkar hume apne kadmon ko,
bhatkaana nahi chahiye kyunki inhi modon ko paar karke,
log zindagi ko apna ghulaam banate hain....
aur jis din humne apni zindagi ko apna ghulaam bana liya,
hum ek acche insaan kahlaate hain,
jisse duniya waale khud ba khud ghabrate hain,
jo humaari rahon men jalan ke kante bichaate hain,
kyunki hum apni acchaiyon se unmen ek alag sa khouf banaate hain,
aur woh na chahte hue bhi humaare aage apna sar jhukaate hain,
aur is tarah woh apne khusi paane men naa kaamyab ho jaate hain...
unhe shaayad yeh pata nahi ki hum khamosh rahkar,
unke yeh kaarnaame isliye jhel jaate hain,
kyunki hum chote logon ko bewajah apne muh nahi lagate hain...
hum to jeetne aaye hain aur jeet ke hi jaayenge zindagi ki jung,
logon ke bichaaye hue kaante humaara vishwas,
aur majboot banate hain,
jise hansil karne ki zidd hum apne mein kuch is tarah late hain,
ki sare kaante hume phool bankar nazar aate hain.....
logon ke jalan ki hadd yahan bhi khatam nahi hoti hai,
woh aate hain humare kareeb aur humare dost ban jate hain,
aur jab samay ata hai apni dosti jataane ka,
palatvar karke nikal jate hain,
aur kahte hain ki hum dosti bhi dushmano ki tarah nibhate hain..
par isse bhi woh humara kuch nahi kar pate hain,
kyunki shayad unhe pata nahi ki hum bhi unhe isi tarah ajmaate hain,
humne to unhe ek mouka diya tha humaare vishwas ko haansil karne ka,
woh use bhi jalan mein jaan boojhkar gawate hain...........
kuch aise bhi hain jo apna bahut saara gussa dhikate hain,
par unhe kya pata hum to gusse ko bhi dawa samajhkar pi jate hain,
kyunki gussa karke bhi hum apna hi khoon jalaate hain,
agar use baccha len to apni mansikta ko aur accha banaate hain,
jise samajhne wale bina kuch poonche bina kuch bataaye,
humaari zindagi ki raah mein kahin na kahin se aa hi jate hain...
to ab batao kya kar liya tumne gussa karke????
use dekhkar to apne bhi door chale jate hain,
jahan se kabhi vapas nahi aate hain,
aur hum apne gusse ke sath zindagi ki rah mein akele rah jate hain..
hum maante hain hume kisi kaa saath pane men kaafi samay lag gaya,
par aise log hi zindagi bhar sath nibhate hain,
jinhe hum apni ahmiyat khud nahi batate hain,
par phir bhi woh hamare dil ki bat ko apne aap jaan jate hain....
unhe is baat ka andaza hai ki humare jaise hi log duniya mein,
apni ahmiyat ko khud ke bharose aur vishwas ko apne jeevan ka,
aadhar banakar jataate hain..............
aaj hume shouk nahi kisi ke saath ko jabardasti hansil karne ka,
kyunki hum jaante hai ki saath dena wale itne matlabi nahi hain,
aur unhe to aana hai aur woh ayenge,
bas yeh dekhna ki woh kis hadd tak hume aajmate hain,
aur unhe andessha hota hai ki hum,
unki zinadagi ki raah mein ek khas jagah banaate hain.......
meri apni is zindagi ki raah men sirf girlfrnd ya,
boyfrnd jaise log nahi aate hain,
balki woh sare insan aate hain jo hume apni,
zindagi ki raah ko sahi tarah se par karne ki,
apne karmon se dishaa dhikaate hain........
sach hai ki bahut dhoke hain,
is raah men par yehi dhoke aage chalkar hume,
humari sahi aur sateek pehchaan bataate hain,
jinka shukriya hum bandhe lafzon mein,
humesha apni apni jeet ki raah majboot kar,
logon ko apni bhaasa mein jataate hain...
ab kya dhoka doge humko hum to jeet gaye apni zindagi ki jung????
hum to aajma rahe the tumhe apni jeet ka mohra samajhkar,
aur tum samajh rahe the ki "yeh to gaya zindagi ki raah se",
par afsos ki hum tum jaison ko ajmaate hain kuch is tarah,
ki tumhe lagta hai ki tumne hume hara diya,
zindagi ki rahon mein, yehi sonchkar tum jaise logon ko lagta hai,
"hum log humesha jeette hain.....................",
aur ek hum hain to isi tarah apni jeet ka jashn manate hain...

Friday, July 29, 2011

umeed ke diye ko is kadar bujha diya....jo dil ke sabse kareeb tha aj usne hi hume rulaa diya....


Humne tamanna ki zindagi mein kisi ko paane ki,
usne kaha ki abhi fursat nahi hai hume tumhe samajh pane ki,
maine bhi hata liye apne kadam uski rahon se,
kyunki hume bhi aadat nahi kisi ki rahon mein,
bewajah apne armano ke kante bichane ki.................
phir acchanak aake mere samne woh bolta hai ki,
kya jaroorat hai itna ghamand dhikane ki?????
hume bhi aadat nahi kisi ko zabardasti gale lagane ki....
humne bhi hanskar bol diya ki,
jao jaroorat nahi itna itraane ki,
hume bhi jyada aadat nahi hai kisi ko manane ki....
kyunki aur bhi hai duniyaan mein,
jinhe fikar hai humare aane ki........................
yeh sach hai ki behad khoobsoorat ho tum,
par aisi khoobsoorti ka kya karoge...????
jab samajh hi nahi hai apne aur begaane ki.....
khoobsoorti hi dekhni hai to uski dekho,
jiske andar dam hai kisi ki,
ek arzoo ke liye tootkar bikhar jaane ki........
phir usne bola aise logon ko tameej nahi hai,
accha jeevan bitaane ki..........,
kya jaroorat hai kisi ki ek khwahish ke liye,
paagalon ki tarah mar jaane ki.....?????
zindagi ki to jaroorat hai ...................,
har ek pal ko khushiyon se manane ki.....
phir kya jaroorat hai kisi ki arzoo ke liye,
gam men tootkar bikhar jaane ki.......???
maine kaha ki yehi to ek farak hai,
soorat aur seerat jaise lafzon mein,
soorat ko humesha talaash rahti hai,
khushiyan paane ki.......................,
aur seerat bina kuch kahe hansil kar leti hai,
khud ke liye saari ahmiyat zamane ki.....
woh door rahkar bhi chodh jaati hai,
yaadon ke woh nishaan..............,
jisse insaan ki zindagi men ek umeed ban jaati hai,
use vapas andheron se cheen laane ki.......
par yeh sab tumhe kahan samajh men ayega...??
kyunki tumhe to aadat ho chuki hai...,
apni khoobsoorti par khud hi....,
akele muskurane ki.....................,
tumhaare pas fursat hi kahan hai,
khud ko kisi ke liye aajmaane ki....,
kyunki tumhe to khusiyaan chahiye,
saari zamaane ki aur bhikaarion ko,
to aadat hoti hai kisi bhi tarah kuch bhi paane ki...
khar hatao yeh sab baten ab hum kahte hain,
tumhari aukaat nahi hai hume hansil kar pane ki,
aur hume bhi koi jaroorat nahi hai jaan boojhkar,
khud hi gaddhe men gir jaane ki.......................
hum to aaaye the teri rahon men yeh sonchkar,
ki tujhe bhi jarrooorat hogi kis ka saccha pyaar paane ki..
khair yeh bhi waqt ka hi khel hoga,
ki ab tum bhatko ge duniya ki bheed men yeh sonchkar,
ki koi to hoga jise jaroorat hogi tumhara hanth pakadkar,
tumse bepanah pyar jatane ki................
par afsos ki teri umar gujar jayegi isi guroor mein,
ki tujhe kya jarroorat hai kisi ko manane ki???
tu to hai hi itni khoobsoorat ki tere kadmon men,
apne aap bicch jaayengi sari khushiyan jamane ki....
itna hone par bhi humari niyat nahi tujhe,
dukh pahunchane ki...............................
kyunki humne to tauba ki hai,
kisi ko sapnon mein bhi apni baton se,
na chot pahunchaane ki................
humaari yehi guzarish hai................,
ki tujhe mil jaayen sari khushiyan zamane ki,
kyunki har insan ko hak hai.............,
apni khushiyon ke mahal ko,
khud ke hisaab se sajane ki.........................
yehi sonch kar khush ho lenge hum ki.....
dosti mein bhi jaroorat hoti hai...........,
kis ek ke armano ke kurbaani ki...........

Thursday, July 28, 2011

aaj aye ho meri zindagi mein jab tumhare woh mayne nahi hain....???


hum khade the unki rahoon mein yeh sonchkar,
ki woh aake bolenge ki mujhe tumse bepanah pyar hai,
woh aaye bhi aur ruke bhi aur yeh kahkar chal diye,
ki intzar karne ka matlab pyar nahi hota,
uske liye izhaar karna padta hai,
humne bhi yeh sonchkar apne ko sambhal liya,
ki jise yeh nahi pata ki intzar kyun kiya jata hai.
woh kya pyaar ko samajh payega???
aaj wahi shaks apne izhaar ko liye ghoom raha hai,
doosron ki raahon men par afsos intzaar karne waala
koi nahi hai uska raahon men,
yeh bhi bada ajeeb ittefak hai,
ki aj jab woh meri zindagi men wapas aana chahta hai,
to humari zindagi men uske woh mayne nahi hain,
kahta hai bade patthar dil ho tum,
use kya pata ki patthar dil banne mein kitni mehnat lagti hai,
khushiyan to insan hanske mana leta hai,
par gum hanskar jhelna aur baat hoti hai,
uske liye inssan ko apna dil patthar ka banana hi padta hai,
aaj unhe dard ka ahsas ho raha hai,
aj woh ro kar maafi mangte hain humse,
par tab kahan the woh jab hum ro rahe the,
apni tanhaiyon mein ki aj nahi to kal woh ayenge,
aur humare ansoo ki vajah poonchenge.....
tab unke paas itna bhi waqt nahi tha ki,
woh humse humara hal hi poonch len,
aur aj unhe humaara sath chahiye.....
kyun den hum unka sath???jab hume yaad hai woh ek
ek baat jise bhulane men humne apni zindagi ko,
ek aisa chehra de diya jahan har ek muskurahat aane par
ek dar sa lagta hai ki kahin.....kuch aur dhoke to nahi hai,
humari zindagi ki rahon mein?????
jab yeh batao to kahta hai woh ki
galti to insaan se hi hoti hai......
agar galti na ho to insaan bhagwan na ban jaye...???
to hum yehi kahte hain ki jao apne bhagwan ke pas
usse mafi mang lo yahan ek insan chot khaya hai....
aur agar yeh galti hai ki hum tumhe apna nahi bana sakte,
to yeh galti karne men hume koi afsos nahi hai.....
woh kahte hai ki theek hai hum tumhara intzaar karenge,
kabhi to hume samajh paoge ki hume kitna pyar hai tumse??
aaj hum kahte hai ki tumhe izhar karne se jab kuch nahi mila,
to intzaar karke bhi kya mil jayega????
behtar hai ki tum apna samay na kharab karo,
aur apni rahoon ko humse alag rakho,
kyunki humara tumse milna hum par hai.
aur humme ab aur dhoke sahne ki himmat nahi hai,
agar chahte ho hum zinda rahen,
to ek ahsan kar do humpe,
ki humse itni door chale jao ki hume,
tumhaara nam tak na yad rahe,
kyunki poorani yadon se ab bhi yeh patthar dil
chot kha jata hai..........................
ab kahte hain woh ki apna to sonch rahe ho.
par kya humara kuch soncha hai????
hum bhi hanskar kah diye ki yehi bat kabhi,
humne bhi sonchi thi,farak sirf itna hai ki,
tum shikwa kar diye aur hum woh karne se bhi dar gaye..
ab hume tumhari yeh baaten badal nahi sakti hain kyunki,
hum ab woh shaks nahi rahe jo tumhari khusiyon ke liye jeeta
tha kabhi.....ab hume humare gam aur tanhaiyan tumse jyada
acche lagte hai....kyunki unhe humse koi nahi cheen sakta
aur unhe pane ke liye hume na intzaar karna padta hai aur na izhaar..
woh humari pehchaan hai is duniya men.....unka sath to tabhi
jayega jab hum is duniya se door chale jayenge....
isliye aaj jiske dil mein apke liye frree entry thi
wahan pe aj no entry hai.....................
jao apni khusiyon ke sath gujaaro apni zindagi....
hum tumhare layak nahi hai....kyunki humare gum
tumhe apna hamsafar banane ki ijajat nahi dete......

Friday, July 15, 2011

main kyun woh pana chahta hoon jo mera nahi ho sakta???

kal jab tum mere sath the lagta tha ki mere pas sab kuch hai
aj jab tum nahi ho to lagta hai sab kuch khaali sa hai
main jaise apne jeene ka maksad bhoolta sa ja raha hoon
lagta hai ki ek aisa toofan aye meri zindagi mein
aur main chup chaap rukhsat ho jaoon is duniya ki bheed se
kyunki jab main auron ki tarah nahi hoon to kaise rah paoonga is duniya
mein jahan sab kisi bhi tarah se age nikalne ki sonchte hain
kya mera is duniya mein rahna sahi hai ya main ek bojh sa ho gaya hoon
kya mujhe koi samajh sakega ya akela hi ladta rahoonga main auron se
kya mere jaisa insan is duniya mein fit baith payega kabhi
jab ki koson tak koi nahi hai mere jaisa
aisa nahi hai ki main peeeche hoon kisi se par
phir bhi main kisi ko smjha kyun nahi paa raha apne bare mein???
kyun kisi ki zindagi mein aisa pal aata hai ki woh jise sabse jyaada
chahta hai wohi daga de jata hai aur kahta hai ki tum to mere kabhi the hi nahi
main to sirf tumhe samajhne ki koshish kar raha tha.........jabki kabhi
usne kaha tha ki tum se accha koi ho hi nahi sakta....aisa kahke log raste badal
lete hain.....kya mujhe dard nahi hota in baaton se????
kya mujhe jeene ka hak nahi hai??? kya mujhe apne ap ko humesha sabit karna padega
ya mera dil patthar ka hai jo itni chot khata hoon main???
kyun logon ko lagta hai hum unki parwaah karne ke layak nahi hain
jabhi unke har aansoo ponchne ko hum taiyaar rahte hain..
humse jyaada kya kisine zindagi ke rang dekhe honge apne
tak ko kurbaan kar diya humne kisi ki ek choti si khusi ke liye
aaj tak apni khwahish ki khatir dua men  mere haanth nahi uthe oopar wale
ke aage kabhi aur doosre ki khaatir humne apna sar jhuka diya uske samne jise
kabhi maine apne se door rahne ko kaha tha..................kabhi..
phir bhi log kahte hain bade matlab parast ho tum,tum kya kisika sath
nibhaaoge jab tum khud hi apna sath nahi de paa rahe???
meri bhi zindagi ki kya ajeeb daastan hai har khusi samne hai
par humaare pas gumoon ka apna alag jahan hai
jiski khaatir din ba din faanna ho rahe hai hum
kyunki gumon ka khud par se yakeen tootne se darte hain hum ki kahin vey
bhi humse khafa hoke hume akela na kar den
yeh kis mod pe a gaya hoon main jahan mujhe humesha yehi lagta hai
meri manzil samne hai aur jald hi uspar humara hak hoga
par jab kareeb jaata hoon to lagta hai ki aisi manzil ko kya
hansil karna jisne kabhi yeh tamanna hi nahi ki hai ki use pane waale
hum honge......phir hume lagta hai ki is manzil pe hak jatana matlab parasti hogi
jo naa rahne ki kabhi humne kasam khaai thi...
jab manjil meri raah nahi dekh rahi to kya hak hai hume use paane ki zidd karne ka??
jab maine uski har khusi ke liye humesha sath dena ko kaha hai to main kyun uski
khusi ke liye usse door kyun nahi chala jata????
kyun use pane ki khwahish mein apna samay barbad karta chala
ja raha hoon main jabki mujhe pata hai ki woh samay kabhi nahi
ayega??????
kyun main logon ki bat nahi man leta ki main manzil ki chahat nahi hoon???
kyun main khud ko sabit karne ki koshish mein laga hua hoon??
kyon apni khwahish ko bhoolkar main manzil ki khusi ke liye
khud ko usse door nahi kar pa raha???
mujhe pata hai ki main layak nahi apni manzil pe hak jatane ke
phir bhi use paane ki aas mein sapne banata ja rha hoon main...
kya sirf ek manjil ki chahat mein main itna matlabi ho gaya hoon
ki jo mujhe khud paana nahi chahta main use hi paana chahta hoon...
kya jo main kar raha hoon yeh sahi hai.....????
pata nahi yeh main kab samjhoonga ya main bhi ek din ek toota
hua tara bankar is duniya se chupchaap chala jaaoonga.....

Thursday, July 14, 2011

tanhaieeyon ka unpar humare liye rona ....kya hum bardaast kar payenge???

gujri hui yadon me kahi mera bhi jikra ayega
royengi kabhi unpar bhi tanhaiyan
jab unhe koi kissa yaad aayega
kaise mile aur kaise bichad gaye
ye sochna kabhi unko bhi rulayega
khade honge kabhi dahleej per vo
jab unhe hamara jaana yaad ayega
kahe na kahe kisi se vo par
unhe hamara manana yaad ayega
aaj woh bahut khush hain
doosron ke saath jis din
zinadagi ke safar mein akele honge
us din unhe humaara saath nibhana yaad ayega
kal tak jiske sath woh itne kareeb the
aaj uski kami se unhe doori ka  paimana yaad ayga
aj bade shouk se kahte hain woh ki hum galti nahi karte
jis din galti karenge unhe humara unki galtiyon ko bhulana
yaad aayega…..
kaash yeh sab unhe mere marne se pehle yaad aa jaye
nahi to humari kabr par unhe kisi ki khusi ke liye
kisi ka khamosh hoke mar jaana yad aayega
royenge to woh jaroor jab unhe unki khusi ke liye 
kisi ka duniya men chup chaap gum ho jana yad ayega
par isse bhi kya hoga pareshan woh honge 
aur unki  pareshani mein hume humara hi rona yad ayega
isliye humari tamanna hai ki anjaane mein bhi
woh hume yaad na karen kyunki unhe 
humari ummeend mein humara
phir se vapas aana yaad ayega …………….
Humara kya hai hum to jee lenge apni tanhaiyon mein
Par unhe apne gum ke andheron mein
phir se doob jaana yad aayega……
Unki bhi apni majbooriyan hain 
agar hum hi toot gaye to
Unhe humari khushiyon ke liye 
phir se toot kar bikhar jaana yad ayega
Aur hume humari khusi ke liye apna
matlab parasht ho jana yad aayega… 
royengi kabhi unpar bhi tanhaiyan
jab unhe gujra jamana yaad ayega !